Fallen....
Alright, just had chinese O's. I dont know to say it's difficult or easy. But yea, surprisingly, i could do it though i'm STILL broken up. I'll say i'm pretty stoned the whole day in school. A lot of things kept running through my head. And yea, sad to say, I'm sorry but i couldnt bring myself through, having the thinking that Elijah and Denise are ONLY close friends and they HAVE TO HANG OUT. It's hard to adapt to this idea. But i know somehow i've felt cheated. He promised, he said he will, he said it all, and now it's another story which goes like this, "We are just friends, close friends, we need to hang out." So what am i suppose to say? How am i suppose to react? i dont know. and that's the reason why i shut up and smiled. Somehow my life had changed. Things around me had changed, but definitely not me. I cant change and adapt to the new life. Suck, really suck. I dont know how to speak to him, pretending that nothing had happened. This time, i've really fallen...............
With love, on Monday, May 29, 2006
xxx This scene is DEAD xxx
xxx This scene is DEAD xxx
